mistofmemories

I'm a super fan of SWP!
LOVE HIM SO MUCH!

I can't wait to see him tomorrow <3 <3 <3

START time: 11:58 PM

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2009. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year in Review".

January: An unusually story I would write.

February: I've never felt a love like this <3 SWP Nov. 9, 2008 - current :)

March: Is it wrong to suddenly not want to go to one of your close friends 21st bash?

April: what does one do when they are affected by being overly medicated?

May: I'm addicted.

June: Would you like to know what I pondered across while coming home from work tonight?

July: Updates are a must.

August: I signed up for the monthly price 39.95 for weight watchers.

September: Whenever I wish to write here, my mind wanders onto something else.

October: so, I haven't written here in what seems months?

November: punched two doors more than once.

December: philosophy final review. right hand has died. two things, or two+ plus things I learned.

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[info]mistofmemories
December 23rd, 2004

emotion:
cold

music:
Just Be (514 mix) - DJ Tiesto

It's a fact, boys break hearts.

Well tonight I purchased NAPOLEON DYNAMITE! I heart NAPOLEON! He's sooo hilarous, the way he walks and runs and his gorgeous skills! He melts my heart <3! OMG I effin hate uncle rico, he's so nasty and gross, he needs to be in jail. thats what made the movie turn out ew.

The mall with Amber was so much fun! I purchased 2 pins: I heart Napoleon + Made in the 80's. 2 stickers, 1 of that sexy man I call Nap.Dy. and a LIGER!!! I don't buy anything unless I really want it and need it AND have guts to go up to the register and buy it. (long story). We saw Lemony Snicket's, real good.

I actually practiced guitar today and loved it. everyone keeps telling me they think i'm really good... I don't believe them. yeah right yo.

write more later.

Grades!
Web Design 3: A-
Digital Imaging 2: A!!
Philosophy; C- AWESOMEnessss!
Theological Ethics: INC.

Ethics, I'm worried about. and.I bite my tongue.owh.
I failed to write the last paper which I agreed to have done by today.
19 mins left of the day.
will it be possible to write bullshit of 2.5 - 4 pages.
I write awful!
I'm an artist,
no longer a writer. I suck man. like fo reals.

and it's on a book I hardly read. the paper is supposed 2b about what kind of relationship would I most ideally like to have when it comes to sex? what man? Idk. how the eff am I supposed to write about that? does HE really want to know about my relationship and private actions? what is this?? oh and the best part is I have to explain why. pfttt. I think not.

it would have helped if he did what he told me to do..."it would be good to get hold of another class member and to discuss her or his notes with them. BAH! like I did that. point *L* to the forehead. oh snap!

I just thinking about how it was to be away in the hospital. away. 2b put away? only voluntarily. honestly, I do miss it. JUST some parts. I don't want to go back. you know what I want? I want Della to be happy. that's what I want!

it made me sad to know that she isn't happy :(

there's so much I'd like to add here, but there's just too much.

What do I need to do?
laundry.badly.
clean room.badly
wrap gifts<3
scribe papel.write paper?


BEST place to shop for Christmas??? BATH&BODY WORKS! ++ bed bath & beyond :) :) :)

and the kids are here for like a week? and they are just horrid already. i'm not a fan!

perhaps to be uploaded, something from a year(s) ago around this time. kthx.

A part of me wants to believe that I'm happy.
I don't know if that is how I feel though.
perhaps, I feel like I need to be happy
because the semester is over.
I have fully completed fall 2009.
The one and only devastating semester.

And I came out alive.

still a nail-biter.

Q: is it possible to have emotions of happiness and melancholy at the same time?
A: I'm happy, yet I think of certain things, and they bring me down. I forget.
then remember.
I'm happy.
Am I really?